| dont you want to know |
[Jul. 20th, 2005|10:14 pm] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tantric | ] |
I have found something out today that i knew and didnt know at the same time . you ever just say stuff or think things then years or months down the road it hits you like a big bug square in the face. i have always known this but just realized what i know , things that i want to ask i just always hint around and can never just come straight to asking , not that i am shy that way heck i perform on stage almost every weekend and thru the week , i have come to understand that if i want to know something and i throw out the question its out there the question is ready to be awnsered and is getting ready to be fired right back out , it could be what u want to hear or it could be totally dif u never know until u ask , anther reason i hint about things without comeing out and asking is if this person is ur freind or some u work with or just some one you see everyday its the fear of being laughed at for what i might ask its the fear of that person thinking omg i cant beleive you just asked me that createing that friction between each other . i know all off you know what i am talking about and i am sure u all have been thru what i am talking about if not i am a freak , lol thats ok i like being a freak. its just like filling out a ap you put your name and address ur soc ur drivers lic number your birthdate some aps say tell me about your self so u have but notes on this ap about ur self also on the aps its ask where did u grad from if u want direct depoist where is ur bank and account number please give a blank check with void written on it so here u have everything about ur life all laid out on the table u can eithier be hired or thrown away if the boss is dis honest he know has all the information to ruin ur life he can clean out ur bank account , steal ur identity, he can even make himslef you or keep all the information and take it home connect online and totally hack into ur every being of life, but thats a chance we take when we want something , so why shouldnt we take a chance on our thoughts or what we want to say or to say how we feel . the last couple days i have learned something we care enough to want to get into peoples life's we want to know all the garbage in their lifes we are quick to judge and we are quick to tell our human advice , we will put people down laugh at them and quick to put people down and tear them to shred's people when they feel bad loves to tear happy people down to there level, the number one thing i have learned when where beaten and torn down by anything when i am down in the mud wollering woes me when my body is sick when i have reached the bottom of the pit and i can no longer see the light all of our freinds who said the would be there for u are gone none of them has stuck with u. there u are face down in the dirt u are walking thru the vally of the shaddow of death at the bottom of the pit destained to hell , ur mountian stands in front of you and ur to weak to climb ur lost in a lost and dieing world. when i realized for the second time people will fail us , but theres one who died for my sins who loved me enough to hang on a cross and die for me theres one who shed his sweet sweet blood for me theres one who when i had fallen into the pit when the devil thought he had me and was pulling me in when all people gave up on me jesus stepped in and reached down and pulled me from the pit when no one else could reach me he could theres one who can heal my body when i am sick his name is jesus , i serve a god who never changes people change but my god never changes i walked away from god but he never walked away from me i am now back and right with god i serve is a strange god he ask the blind what they see and they see he ask the deaf what do u hear and they hear i serve a god who raised the dead , i serve a god who makes demons and devils shake and run , i have authortiy over demons and devils in jesus name, he who is in me is greater and by that no weapons formed can prosper . in gen. 1:1 he is Elohim- all powerful one/lord god our creator , in gen 14 he is EL-Shaddai-the all sufficient one in gen 21 he is EL-Olam- the ever lasting one in ex.3 he is Jehovah - the self-existant one in ex. 6 EL-Elyon the most high god . in ex.15 jehovah rapha - jehovah who heals
in ex 17 jehovah nissi - my banner in judges 6 he is jehovah shalom- jehovah my peace
in ps23 he is jehovah rohi- the lord IS my shepherd in ps.46 he is jehovah sabooth- the lord of host
in jer. 33 he is jehovah tisidkenu- jehovah my righteousness in ezek.48 he is jehovah shammah- jehovah is there in 1 thess 5:23 he is jehovah M' Kaddesh - my sanctification. all of these are from the bible and from my best recall the scripture is right i used to be a youth pastor b4 i walked away . anyways goodnight everyone ! |
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| what would do if sang out of tune would u stand up and walk out on me |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|03:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thankful for what i have | ] |
| [ | music |
| | santana - put ur lights on | ] |
i love that song i believe its a old beetles tune , its all so the theme song for the wonder years, i loved that show paul was such a goober, and winey really wasnt that hot , oh well. gees its hot here i just came in from shooting my bow as of today my sights are all tuned in alot of work but worth it !
its around 3pm here on the 18th day of the 7 month of 2005 i am going to phils house tonight and supposed to jam i have no ideal of whos going to be there we do this every so often and some times theres 2 of us and sometimes theres 40 or 50 people so its going to be a fun time but its so hot, hopefully all the chicks will be in there swimming tops woooooooot i hear i wet tee shirt contest comeing !!!!!!!!!
anyways i am really ready to jam i havent played much latley just on weekends when we play out but i love jams u can get wild and crazy , last time we jammed i had a dude get smart wit me he goes damn tracy can u put anymore feeling into that, lol i just laughed and said hows this? later that night the same guy says just because ur awesome at guitar doesnt mean u can have all the chicks u fuck head, and i said no i dont want them all u can have the flat chested babes ,lol oh how that pissed him off cause all in all he sucks as a guitar player he barley pulls chords of and cant play any lead and his timeing is fucked he has no timeing its actually funny to watch him play he cracks me up, i asked him one time in a dif jam we was haveing i said damn dude out of six strings can u at least hit one fucking right note oh he got pissed thru down his guitar and jumped at me witch was like 6 inches and i just stepped back and over to the right and boom he hit the ground and i said geees dude why u laying on the ground with out ur momma ,lol oh man he got ticked got up dusted his self off and goes shout up man words will never hurt me ,lol picked up his guitar and left ,lol to funny so i had to give him a nick name and its girly man so when i see him its like hey girly man whats up, lol he hates it but its funny. i cant help it hes jelous of me and cant take a joke people like that i have a hay day with . anyways lets see i have g man until friday then he goes home how sad i will miss him , i have made sure that he knows over the 6 weeks that i have had him that no matter where he is i love him, anyways he's got to play the drumms alot lately i think i will buy him a drumm set for his house , but his mom better not sell them. oh funny quick storey i heard thru a freind ( most my freinds are chicks i dont get along good with males ,lol ) anyway my freind said she saw her out in the club the other night makeing out with some dude and the next thing u knew her cames the dudes wife in the club and beat my ex up( woooooooot i hope she hit her a couple times for me ) anyways my freind she said she was all bloody broken nose cut eye brow busted lip,lol ( damn if i would have been there playing that night i would agged that shit on worse then what it was,lol
anyway yay for the poor cheated on wifey pats her on the back and shakes her hand wooot way to go girl )
so i prob wont stay to late playing tonight, i have found the older i get and the more i get burned by people the more i isolate myself i find things to do with just me like hunting , i would say thats the biggest part i built a studio i got tired of being burned people saying this and no commentmant from them so know i can do everything my self i play bass drumms guitar key boards midi guitar, vocals theres nothing i cant do in the studio, i am willing to offer umm lets say share what i have with others yes i have offered many times but people dont releazie the paridise i have it all comes back to free will , i have showed several people my woods my studio the food i cook every night on the smoker or the grill and i am willing to share it all , the gift of giveing but sometimes people miss what gods trying to give them , so i have isolated my self alot. i have treid long ago to quit trying to figuire out people u never will theres no point trying for instance i call ( i used to call) people all the time and they knew what i had to offer hey lets jam lets do some studio work they say sure i will call ya and i say come out any time until hunting season i am ready to jam every sunday night , and u never hear from them . i also have seasonal freinds who onley come around during hunting season this will stop this year i dont believe in seasonal freind , if u dont want to hang out with me until just deer season then fuck u , u wont be hunting my woods anymore and truthfully i dont want to be around those kind of people always looking for a hand out they always want something and never giveing any thing , so yeah i will piss a couple people off this year come deer season but fuck them there not freinds anyway . welll i must cut this short oh yeah hey creepy u said u was a writer i would like to read some of ur stuff u have written some time can u scan it and email it to me ? and morbid missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss u bunches!
oh lets see my thought for today is check ur self what and why are u hanging around people( freinds) what do u want from them or what in return can u give them , are u there for them ? are they there for u ? |
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| broken arrow |
[Jul. 13th, 2005|10:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  deer season comeing | ] |
| [ | music |
| | twisted sister - were not gonna take it | ] |
omg i am so pissed bought some new arrows today i paid 65.oo for a half dozen yeah thats onley 6 arrows but these are fucking awesome , any ways i bring home glue all the feathers on them cut the arrows to my lengh that i use let every thing dry , and head out to try them out , and i must say omg they fucking awesome but i broke the one i shot it went clean thru my target thru my back stop and stuck 4 inches into a wooden post . god i cant wait to shoot a fucking deer with one of these bad boys . i also cranked my bow up to a awseom 80 pound draw weight and let me tell u it zips the fucking arrows to the target, my buck ive been watching stands no chance this year i claim it now that fuckers mine ! this brings a deer experance to my mind i will share the storey .
about 2 years ago i was out hunting i got up around 430 am and was in the woods by 5;15am waiting on sunrise watching the woods come alive, i normally dont smoke in the mornings when i go hunting so my first cig is around 7am , i take empty med bottles with me to put my butts in anyways , i was watching and waiting and got lost in my own little world like i normally do when i hunt . so here i am i have song running thru my head and just watching mother nature and i hear thump thump thump i had just put a dew up to my mouth to take a drink and blam out of no where comes a 8 point buck my blood rushing and i am pretty much fucked my bow is hanging on the tree and i have a dew in my hand and i sit very very still and could feel my heart jumping out of my chest, i am waiting on him to turn his head so i can sit my dew down and what seemed like 10 mins he finally lowered his head and turned the other way i lay down my drink and reach for my bow wham his head turns my fucking heart thumping i am sweating i cant breathe and i am freeze ( you never want to move when a deer is looking at u ) so here i am froze in a postion reaching for my bow my eyes peirceing onto him all of a sudden squeak my fucking tree stand squeaked it was so fucking cold it popped the buck turns around and runs about 50 yards as he is running i am grabbing my bow he stops at about 50 yards and i rattle some horns and scrape the tree i am on and he is back looking my way i finish with a couple of grunt calls and sit the antlers back down and i grap my bow . i was thinking this fucking sucks he is never gonna come back i grunt again he looks and just as i was about to give up i slowy took a scent bottle from my pocket and squeezed some in the air , and omg he come running like a horney devil he came running in and stopped at about 15 yards 5 yards father away then when he was first there , he actually begains to stomp the ground and grunt back at me he was looking for the other buck that he thought was there this was during the rut , anyways i watch him he looks down and i was about to draw my bow back and i thought wait hes going to trick me and he did as his head went down it came right back up and he stared right in my direction , he didnt see me but he know the grunt came from this way , if i would have drawn my bow at that time he would have high tailed out of there , i waited my heart pounding thoughts going thru my mind i was thinking ok heres what its all about the hunt can i out smart this awesome creature i am thinking gees what if i miss what if... what if... finally i get a breathe and calm down the buck hasnt moved hes very smart one been around prob 3 or 4 seasons , anyways slow and very slow i tilt my head towards my pocket that holds my grunt call and this time i grunt like a doe unstead of a buck wham his lip goes up smelling for his sex partner slowly i squeeze the scent again witch sends out a smell of a doe in heat couple seconds went by and he turns his head to look , there was my door i drew back my bow he looks again my way and comes in now hes about 12 yards away from me but i dont have a good shoot theres a branch about 2 feet in my way i am holding my bow back heart pumping waiting blood rushing thru me he steps to the left then walks forward he stops i release my bow as soon as i went to releaze my finger twiched from holding the bow back so long i knew it was a bad shoot bam hes down my heart pumping blood is rushing thru my veins like a poison i am excited but i cant believe he is down i knew i had a bad shot i watch from the stand and i knew what happened i shot high because of my finger that twiched my razor sharp broad heads with bone breaking points from muzzy broke his back i climb down from the stand and race over there the buck is pawing with his front feet and doing a howling grunt, my adreline pumps in i take a arrow from my quiver and i am trying to get a good shot and i cant get one because he is thrashing about , the whole time i am thinking oh fuck know what i still cant get a shot i take the arrow and i put it back into my quiver i am not going to be able to shoot him again , i lay down my boy and reach down into my pocket for my gutting knife made my buck thats fucking awesome razor sharp , i step up to the deer he is pawing the ground moaning know his back legs ar parilzed so its kinda like he is sitting on his ass spinning in a circle lifting up his front legs slamming them into the ground shakeing his head madly my blood is pumping more wanting to put this buck out of misery , i wait for the moment his head turns and i jump onto his back grabbing his antlers with the other hand i sliced his throat with my knive, i can remeber it like yesterday as the blood rushed out of his neck covering me also i slide of his back and laid there by him drained the hunt the rush our instict in side to kill , i gain my breathe and pat my buck on the side and said sorry boy i ddint want to take u this way i wanted a good shot but its over now . i have so many hunting storeys that i have experanced i will be shareing more of them as the closer it gets to deer season the more i get the itch so the more i get the itch more i will share ,lol anyways happy hunting all . |
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| just shoot me |
[Jul. 10th, 2005|04:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  yeah some times i get bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jethro tull - locomotive breath | ] |
yeah u heard right if i ever get to hateing life like my mom and my dad just fucking shoot me . i moved home to help take care of them but i think that was a mistake . we've never gotten along and theres no need even talking to them there fucking dicks anyways . i am being honest and its a very strong word but i hate them both. if i was to say why i hate them i could write a fucking book so i am not . its actually kinda sad they hate life so much they have no freinds no hobbies they never do a fucking thing just sit and bitch and moan, ummm i wonder why they have no freinds , geees it doesnt take a rocket sceinctence to figuire out ,lol . anyways anyone who reads this dont write and say well u need to love them for who they are or any of that bull shit , none of u all know the hell they have put me thru b4 , anyways i saw a awesome buck today woooooooohoooooooo hes mine come season, i always take my bow with me when i scout u never know when u might need to protect ur self anyways i almost shot the fucker today i was like damn what a buck but fuck its not deer season yet and then i was like ummm i do have my bow,lol and then i thought knowing my luck id get caught .so i watched him instead wooooow what a buck . he had such a huge rack when he was scrapeing the trees i thought he was gonna get them stuck inbetween a cluster of trees that was there . i will prob dream about that buck tonight. anyways if i wouldnt have fucked my knee up i would be heading to tn this year for a bear hunt my 3 buddies and i have planned , i was so looking forward to it and have actually thought about still going but i have deciede not to i need to be able to have full use of my kneee while hunting bear i might need to get away in a hurry i dont need to be attacked by no fucking bear . i am also wanting to plain a hunt a couple years down the road i would love to be able to go on a afriacan safari hunt . that would be a rush . i just ordered some stuff off of ebay some new camo set me back 350.00 bet its all sent lock camo so its worth the cash . scent free is a huge factor in hunting . the less i smeel like a human the better the chance of haveing a succusful hunt,lol
anyways yeah morbid i didnt realize my phone was off me and sprint is haveing a fucking battle right know , my phone doesnt work right and i told them i wasnt paying the bill untill they fix my fucking phone , id like to choke the rep who i have been talking to shes a total by the book bitch,lol
anyways g man and i are hungry gonna make some deer burgers yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy ! peace out oh lets see my thought for today is have u let that speical someone know that u love them?
anyhoos ummm trying a test here IF ANY CHICKS WANT TO SHOW ME THERE TITS SNAP A PIC AND EMAIL IT TO ME AT alotoffaith75@yahoo.com |
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| ready for hunting |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|05:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  its time to go to the woods | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cat stratch fever | ] |
wooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooo ive been out scouting , this is the time of year my music gets put ob hold dont get me wrong i love my music but i also love hunting ! i have been out scouting the woods and going to add 3 new deer stands this year that will be a job with my knee and all but i will manage just as i always do. anyways that will be 5 tree stands that i will have . this is the 3rd day ive been out in the wwods and already have my eyes on a buck very nice 12 pointer, ive been watching him to figuire out where would be the best place to place my tree stand i want this buck this year i believe he is the one i was watching last year and never got a comfortable shot . this time of year u wont see me online much i live in the woods i am onley home to eat and get nap during the day for a few hours then home after dark shower then to bed and up at 5 am and in the woods by 5 30 am , this will be my schedual until deer season is over ,witch it doesnt even start here until oct but like i said i get out early and see what the deer are doing . by adding tree stands if it is at all noticable the deer wont come back in the area until about 3 or 4 days later, so as u can see u cant wait until the last min to do things . i have already got my bow all setup ive been shooting it and have gotten everything within a 3 inch patern wooohooooo !
here is some tips just a very few for some hunters who might read this enjoy !
game animals have an amazing ability to elude hunters.their keen senses of sight,smell and hearing enable them to detect danger far in advance and take evasive action. many animals also possess unique survival adaptations that far exceed the capabilities of humans. hunters who understand the senses and special adaptations of the game they pursue stand the best chance of success.
SIGHT- game birds have coler vision(deer do not ) that may surpass that of humans. their retinas have more color receptors , or cones , than most other game animals . game mammals have retinas that contain mostly light receptors , or rods . the rods enable them to see well in dim light . the vision of most game mammals is not as sharp as that of birds or humans and they have limited color vision if any.
most mammals have poor accommodation capabilities they cannot change the shape of their lenses to focus on both close and distance objects. as a result images are often fuzzy. this explains why many types of big game animals do not seem to notice a stationary hunter.
SMELL- game mammals collect most of the information about their environment through their sense of smell. in a lab test rabbits were able to dectect the smell of acetone at a concentration of onley 1/50th of that detectable by humans .hunters who pursue big or small game should try to approach from downwind to keep their scent from drifting toward the animals .
HEARING- because birds lack external ears and because their ears have fewer small bonesthan those of mammals, they are not as well-equipped for detecting faint sounds. the range of pitches they can recognize is slightly less than that of humans and substantially less than that of many game mammals.
man= vision=good hearing=good smell=fair
white tail deer= vision fair hearing = excellent = smell = excellent
anyways i will say more later time to go to the woods !!!!!!!!!!! peace out all and morbid i missssssssssssssssss ya |
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| its the 4th |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|10:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | a past sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | offspring- why dont u get a job | ] |
ok its anther 4th . its been along time since i ve been home on the 4th most the time my bands playing or i have a dj gig but i decided i got g man this 4th and i wasnt going out to play tonight , so we went to town went to my freinds marions house for awhile and i took my bow and me and marion shot while g man kicked back in a lounge chair and took a nap , after g man woke up we went swimming in marion's pool that was a blast then marions neighbor came over and she got in the pool and that was a blast nice swimm suit nice body to over flow the tops wooo couple times i thought they was gonna just come out to greet me ,lol
anyways after swimming and looking at the peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeople me and g man dryed of got dressed and came back into town went to wally world and shopped around some i bought game man 2 new vid games and a movie and we came home and just relaxed god onley knows how tired i am . before i took g man to marions i went to my freinds phil's house ( witch we all play music together phil, marion and me) but phil was wanting a display case and i said well i know where one is lets go get it so we went and talked to rick and done some tradeing to get it then while we was there at his shop he had a piano( kimball) there and said geees id like to get ride of this and jokeing i said well lets load it up and rick looked at me and said ok so now phil has a new piano thanxs to me,lol . anyways that done a wonderful job on my knee the display case wasnt bad but after lifting the piano my knee said fuck u and popped and that was all she wrote for today . anyways i have to say WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I CAN GET 12 DEER THIS SEASON, boy i am tickled pink with a hard on the size of texas ,lol lets see what else happened this weekend oh i seen my neice while she was doing cummunity service out cleaning the parking lots so i pulled in drove up next to her and chated until she got into trouble ,lol not my fault she kept talking . anyhooos my mind kinda spent right know i took 2 pain pills when i normally take one one fucks me up so bad , i dont really like takeing pulls i used to be a really bad druggie but my knee hurts so so so so so bad i wish morbid was here to hug me and say its ok get ur mind on something else wanna have sex/lol sure that would work ,lol anyhooos g mans ready to go upstairs so i am out here peace out oh my thought for today never stand in front of a bow unless u want shot . ps i am thinking about someone i wonder if she knows ?lol love ya all peace out |
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| this is the shit |
[Jun. 29th, 2005|09:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  shhh its a secrect | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bfs-shes a bitch but i love her anyway (avril) | ] |
Hi all its me tracy ! lol well lets see i am still lifting weights gees i am sore ,lol but i dont mind . nothing comes easy in life thats one thing for sure. well i still have g man this is the thrid week straight and i have him for three more weeks , i love him very very much but where i am not used to him liveing with me it does get mind boggling sometimes,lol . lets see today me and g man played some music its a very kewl thing to be playing music with your kid and be singing in the mic playing guitar and look over and theres g man age 5 keeping a drum beat, he impressed me alot today will we was jamming he nailed a drum solo and looked up at me and winked,lol he's seen me show off to much,lol . i asked him if he wanted to sing and he said sure dad so i hooked up anther mic ran a boom on a stand so it would reach him while on his drumms and said okers g man its all yours, the first think out of his mouth was hiiiiii yaaaaaa ladies u can call me g man , lol to funny then he started singing old mcdonald so we rocked it up and rocked out old mcdonald ,lol i am trying to get him to sing more and more he likes to do it put on his time onley, so i figuire let him sing on his turf and a pribe every once n while and he will be ok.
OMG so funny the last song he sang was about his weewoo and how he told it yeee-hawww and how it pee's in the toilet ,lol i about lost . then when he was done with his song he says in the mic dad i done with the weewoo song,lol i said wow we will have to play that next time we play out together and he laughed and said ok dad but i am not waying(playing) with ike (mike) lol to funny .
we have have some great fun played music went and feed the ducks and went and raced go karts , went to the vid arcade, went out and eat at mc donalds and play in fun land , went and watched some cartoons at the movies , rented vid games and rented cartoons , so much more i cant think of right now ,lol .
so i was wondering something sometimes my mind wonders what if we lived in a world where everything was mashmellows would that be so sweet ,lol . what kind of world would u live in? lol
bow season will soon be here and i will be out hunting woooohhoooooo i cant wait ! last year i got 2 deers one 8 point and the was a awesome 14 point, of course know with my knee the way it is i wont be able to feild dress it with out help so i guess i will have to find a hunting buddy this season .( witch sucks i really enjoy the woods but its kinda my own personal time alone me and mother nature oh well its just until my knee gets better and yes surg. is set for sept 10 or 11th i will have to look for the exact date i think its the 10th . i am in the middle of writeing a new song and i am stuck writers block i hate that shit , my last song i wrote went over very well it was sing by my freind who is still in church and he said it got a awesome reponse and god showed up, so i guess all in all it was a great song . id still like to play around with it with some vocal effects and do a little heating up on the song maybe makie a acoustic version and a rocked up electric version who knows u can toy with something for ever in the studio , you can take 3 basic chords and with a good studio and the right equipment you can do so much stuff with it its endless . wow i just had a craveing for a sub sandwitch yummy subway sounds good !
i think tonight instead of takeing a shower i will draw a bath and just soak in it for awhile its been awhile since i took a bath i always take showers , that could be nice .
well well well what esle do i need to say or talk about ummm i really dont know... ummm let me seee
oh i bought a new paint ball gun today and cant wait to use it i play alot of paintball and love it i bought a tippman A5 its a new model , and shoots very good i havent got to play a game with it yet but just shoot at some targets with it . it seems like it gonna shoot hard enough and shoot good enough to keep .
i am thinking of buying out anther dj buisness i just not for sure yet i want to look at all his equipment again and go thru his tunes b4 i say yes or noo , i am at this point running 4 dj services and i dont know if i want to branch out anymore it might seem weird but i dont want to get to big and stick out i just need enough to pay bills and have a egg nest and of course some blowing money , but u know what i mean some times being hide in the crowed is alot better then being center attention i dont need anymore attention drawn to my buisness from the wrong people like ( irs, lol ) id much rather be a little guy makeing good money. anyways i might buy him out anyways for some studio equipment or just so no one else gets the equipment and puts a hurts on my buisness. i onley have a few people who actually compete with me i have pretty nice set ups and most the stuff is house jobs meaning we set up once and thats where we play until our contract is up its alot easyer that way and alot less work on my end . its also a benfit for the clubs if they give me a house job i can set up lights , and fog and so on but if they want me for one night they dont get none of that shit( the extra's) its just to hard to set up for one night and its not worth it i most useally turn a place down if i dont get the house job its not worth my time plus i have to pay my employees for a set price of set up fee when they do that so i stay away from it as much as possiable , useally if i do a wedding or something i will do it so it saves me money . anyways umm i am rambleing on here and got stuck in my own little world for a moment i tend to do that i just type shit thats in my head , lol anyways i could type for hours but i am not g mans tired and so where going to bed , umm my thought for today is how does the world see u? and how do u see your self? any ways lots of love and peace out |
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| its JUST LIFE |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|09:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah blah blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | a song i wrote - suicide | ] |
well lets see the last couple of weeks has been hard . i am at that point in life where a person is searching for more wondering what is this life for ? i am really sick of all the one night stands and just all the bull shit that life dish's out. am i where i need to be in life ? i can awnser that easy its no, do i feel my life have changed in the last 10 years yes very much , my life changed the most when i walked away from god and quit being a youth pastor. i know the truth in life so i guess i am better off then some but i am not liveing the word so i am worse off then most . i some times wonder why i am single and havent found my wife, maybe i have found her and maybe she doesnt know yet , theres alot of dif veiws u can look at here so many i am not typeing them all. maybe the woman god has prepared for me is on a dif level then i am and maybe i need to do some changeing in order to meet this woman , maybe the woman i am suppossed to meet hasnt got saved yet and upon her being saved my be able to reach me and bring me back into the presance of god. ummm i can look around and see its the sign off the times and jesus is comeing back soon and at this point that does scare me , because the bible says if we are luke warm he shall spew us from his mouth and i know i am not even luke warm know , if christ was to come back today i know i would be in hell , and thats a scary thought. its so hard to come back to christ when back sliden as far as i have , i will make things clear god never left me i left him . my first mistake was i quit reading the word witch left a foot hold for satan, and long storey short b4 i knew it i was so far from god, thats not a good feeling. all though i have been getting into reading the word of god lately and god is dif spanking me . anyways i am just lost and broken today i have so much love to give and no one to recieve , i have so much to share and none to share with. life can suck sometimes and today has sucked pretty hard
my knees still fucked up and swallon and took morbids advice and bought a pretty kewl staff to walk with around the house ( i forbid to take it to town with me,lol ) well the old saying goes u can onley fall so far then u have to get up dust off your clothes and carry on , i am almost atthe point of just saying fuck everything and live until i am about 80 and became a old miser . lol if it wasnt for me myself and i sometimes i rather hang with just me myself and i ,lol
my ex called today and gave me a hearfull fucking yelling and bitching and shit , geees i felt like pop eye the sailor man i cant stands this anymore,lol i was like why dont u take a fucking pill and calm the fucking shit down now whatthe hell do u want? and she says i called to say u best not be hanging out in the clubs anymore and i am like wtf and just who are YOU, to say what i do? blah blah blah blah blah so i freaking hunged up on her . we been broke up know for almost 6 years 6 years oct 22 on g mans birthday any way she a fucking sycho hose bitch that needs to get admitted in to a mental ward , any how i am off to bed . |
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| SO YOU WANT TO BE A LEAD GUITAR PLAYER |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|01:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | too funny god i am good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | PRESIDENTS OF THE UNITED STATES - peaches | ] |
HERE ARE SOME TIPS TO BEING A AWESOME LEAD GUITAR PLAYER,LOL
1. scour your closet for clothes that haven't fit in years, and make them fit. The tighter the better. baby oil might be essential for the application and removel of these clothes. ( if you have thrown out all ur old clothes you might want to go to a womans clothing store and get some very tight female lepord print or zebra print clothing)
2. ACCESSORIZE! SILK SCARVES ARE A MUST FOR THE SERIOUS LEAD GUITARIST( THIS STEP IS A MUST)
3. tease hair. apply hairspray liberally( if your hair is short youd better buy a wig)
4. repeat step 3 untill hair is so stiff a beer bottle could bounce off of it.
5. ok guys here is a important step MAKE UP ISNT JUST FOR WOMEN ANYMORE! YES U HEARD RIGHT MAKE UP ISNT FOR WOMEN ANYMORE! REMBER... FOUNDATION FIRST , THEN BLUSH AND EYELINER( I RECOMMEND LIP STICK BUT NOT A MUST)
6. OK NOW YOU NEED A ELECTRIC GUITAR. any will do, but remember the FLASHIER the BETTER. the more they look at the guitar, the less they'll look at your fingers .
7. this is important TURN YOUR ATTENTION TOWARDS YOUR GEAR: ALL AMP DAILS SHOULD BE SET AT MAX. IF YOU CANT PLAY WELL , YOU CAN AT LEAST PLAY LOUD.
8.very important step WHEN NOT PLAYING , STRUT CONFIDENTLY ABOUT THE STAGE WITH YOUR HANDS ON YOUR HIPS( SEE: ANGUS YOUNG) YOU COULD EVEN DO ALOT OF JUMPING AND RUNNING AROUND DIVE OFF THE STAGE WITH UR TONGUE STICKING AS FAR OUT OF UR MOUTH AS POSSIABLE.
9. STREATCH YOUR TONGUE VERY SIMPLE TIE WIEGHTS TO THE END OF UR TONGUE FOR 10 MINS A DAY !
10. FACIAL EXPRESSIONS ARE VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT ! THE BEST GUITARIST WILL, IN THE COURSE OF A SOLO , APPEAR AS THOUGH THEY'RE DEEP IN CONCENTRATION,WHILE AT OTHER TIMES APPEAR CONSTIPATED.
11. POINT TO PEOPLE IN THE CROWED AND SAY FUCK YOU , ARE U READY TO ROCK, TELL THEM HOW GOOD THERE MOM WAS LAST NIGHT WITH ANTHER FUCK YOU , THEN END WITH SOME SORT OF SCREAMING SHOUT THAT NO ONE KNOWS WHAT THE HELL U SAID .
12 PICK A NOTE , AND PLAY IT AGGRESSIVELY AND REPEATEDLY. BE SURE TO CONSTANTLY SHAKE YOUR GUITAR VIOLENTLY( VERY IMPORTANT SHAKE UR GUITAR ). IF THIS DOESNT GO OVER WELL EXPLAIN YOUR PLAYING A SONIC YOUTH COVER .
13. VERY IMPORTANT STPE HERE LISTEN CAREFULLY , OCCASIONALLY LOOK AT YOUR HANDS AND APPEAR COMPLETELY SURPRISED AND AMUSED BY WHAT YOUR PLAYING (SEE: EDWARD VAN HALEN)
14 . KNOW HERE IS THE MACK DADDY MOST IMPORTANT THING U WILL EVER LEARN VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY IMPORANT
IF ANYTHING GOES WRONG, LET ME SAY THIS AGAIN IF ANY THING GOES WRONG GLARE AT OTHER MEMBERS IN THE BAND . YOU MIGHT EVEN WANT TO RUN OVER THERE AND POINT YOUR FINGER AT SOMEONE IN THE BAND AND SCREAM AND YELL AT THAT PERSON. THIS WILL LEAD THE AUDIENCE TO BELIEVE THE OTHERS ARE TO BLAME FOR THE AWFUL RACKET.
15. ONE FOOT ON STAGE AND THE OTHER FOOT ON THE MONITOR .
16 . SOME TIMES YOU COME ACROSS AUDIENCE MEMBERS WHO DOESNT APPRECIATE YOUR MUSIC . YOULL NEED TO ANNOUNCE AT THAT POINT YOU ARE EMBARKING ON A " FREE- FORM JAZZ ODYSSEY". THIS WILL LEAD THEM TO BELIEVE THEY JUST " DONT GET IT "
OKERS THATS IT YOU CAN NOW BE A GLAM ROCK BAND ! ONE MORE NOTE B4 I GO ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS DRUG UP THE AUDIENCE ! |
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| my wish list ;-) |
[Jun. 24th, 2005|10:28 am] |
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| | peaceful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | basement jaxs - where's your head at | ] |
i just got the new MUSICIANS FRIEND magizines. Its full of wonderful awesome toys for the musician. i am thinking of up gradeing all my equipment for the studio here is some of my wish list .
D32XD- very awesome work station . has 32 channels( drooling) it is a arsenal of advanced mixing, editing, and recording it has 80GB hard drive motorized faders, with a awesome 272 tracks( that makes my dick hard). up to 27 simultaneous effects,built in cd burner, 96kHz/24 bit resolution for pristine sound plus 8 analog compressors that can be used simultaneously for rich tone. 40 inputs 12 bus digital mixer with extensive eq capabilitie this awesome peice of equipment has 52 effects in 128 presets. near limitless editing capabilities thats some of the stuff this machine will do . list price is 3750.00 musicians freind price 2999.99 .
Bravo 2 disc publisher- this 25 disc capacity automated cdr duplicator/printer boasts 4,800dpi print resolution and a usb 2.0 high-speed interface. an advanced robotic mechanism is used to transport disc into the built in 52 x cdr drive. after recording disc are loaded into the integrated printer for print labeling
in full color directly on the surface of the disc . list price is 2195.00 musicians freind price is 1699.99
EURODESK SL3242FX-PRO MIXING BOARD - this baby is awesome 32 channels input ( 24 mono 4 stero) 4 sub groups and 4 pre/post switchable aux sends per channel, 3 band eq with semi parametric mids and low cut filters for the mono channels full fledged high headroom stero input channels with a 4 band eq plua additional stero input channels with level and pre fader aux facilities with motorized fader's unpowered board! list 669.99 MF PRICE 559.99
JBL JRX125 DUAL CAB- this are a sweet sweet speaker jbls rock this amazeing 15 inch 2way system functions as a quasi 3way the upper woofer covers lows and mids and the lower woofer is crossed so it covers onley the lows acting as a built in subwoofer. 35Hz-16kHz frequency range.500w continuous power handling 1,000w peak. awesome very sweet deal these speakers are huge they stand almost 6ft tall
list price 529.00 MF price 399.99 each ( i need four of these bad boys)
peavey cs 4080HZ power amp- 4,080watts of pure untamed power list price 1,499.99
mf price 1,199.99 each ( i need 2 of these bad bad boys )
korg triton extreme 88 key workstation this thing is awesome key board it has 50 drum kits on it with 1,280 combo with room for more 489 preloaded patters, to much to list my fingers are tired ,lol list price 3,600.00 mf price 2899.99
well i will ad more of my wish list later but thats just a few things id like to upgrade to anyways all i am off to practice and yes its friday night and my band plays tonight |
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| LEARNING TUNES |
[Jun. 21st, 2005|01:28 pm] |
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| | stars my fall ,but love calms | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jewel+ AVRIL | ] |
i dont know why i am posting this and i am by no means saying this is the correct way this is my my of playing music by ear, i hope it helps someone out there ( we all need help,lol ). well lets see let me try and go thru the steps i take to learning a song . if it is a tune on the radio i make sure i tape it . i then go out to my studio and pop it into my equipment tape or cd ,i then put on head phones and i really suggest wearing head phones when trying to learn a song, u can hear so much better . listen to the song a couple of times b4 u even attempt to try playing the song, the first time thru i am listing for every sound on the cd i want to really pay attention to the drumm beat(very important for later on). the second time thru i am listing to the guitar ( it helps to know alot about u are trying to play if they use capo's or not , if they use weird tunnings.......) i am listing to see if i hear any open strings being played , listening to see if there is a melody that plays over and over, i am listing for harmonics, i am listing for triad's...... hint listen for detuneing . anyways after i hear all this i grab my guitar and find the key of the song, after i have found the key, you almost have it whipped chords have certains chords that follow a chord , then we must realize we have related chords( circle of 5ths) if u dont know music theory it makes it much harder to play by ear, now with our triad's and the circle of 5ths , we can now play the leads with no prob, because we already know what key the song is in so we have all ready written down our chord progressions on paper and by useing scales lets say its in c, c is the tonic c being 1 and c being the perfect being the 8th. any ways we do that with every chord then we get our chord progreesion ( roman numerals) understanding , umm i hope so. anyways lets see i got off track, so after u found the key of the song and know the chord progression, i replay the tape or cd and listen to the rhtyme of the song i listen for upstrokes and down strokes. this is when the drum beat comes in handy fuiguireing out the timeing of the song , sometimes i take the drumm beat of the song and my drumm machine match the beats ( if memember of my band isnt here to play wit me ) then there u have it. i have prob just left outsome stuff but if u do all this u will soon be playing by ear. my advice no matter what u want to play u have to hear it first then play it , in all truth u should be so sick of a song by the time u nail it u want to puke, anther hint that took years of figuireing out take it for what u want here it is , i band shouldnt practice in a garage all the time u must nail ur songs then take it live , to much playing with out being live gets stale, any whooots my modo play long play strong play loud burn the leads up, but some soul into ur vocals and b4 u know it u will be getting blow jobs while playing ur axe ,lol .
oh one more peice of advice dont burn a bridge cause as soon as u do u might have to try and cross it again, take it for what u want . |
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| JUST A FEW CHATS ,LOL |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|10:15 pm] |
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| | ummm tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | warrant - cherry pie | ] |
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well i am tired i have more to post but anther time maybe ,lol have fun . |
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| pool |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|01:59 pm] |
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Well i must say i love pool , let tell u about my day so far and its onley 120pm . my freind called me and oh lets say i will call her M ,lol so M called me this morning and wake my ass up and said hey u want to play pool at my house this morning and i am like wtf its 8am and u have woke me up to ask me that, she is like hell yeah i did ,and i am hell no u just didnt ,lol. anyways i hang up on her, and she called me right back she she's ok do u want to play pool and i am like iono and she likes ummm well i want to play with ur balls and i am ching ching yeah sure babe, so i went to her house witch is like 1 min away and we set the rules for the game if i make a shot u take something off if u make i shoot i take something off if i miss a shoot u put it back on ... so where playing and dressing and all of a sudden i was takeing a shot talking about music and awe be damned if a pair of tits started flapping in my face so i am like hell yeah bitch, i am like u sure ur husbands not gonna be home ? and m is like hell yeah i am sure he's out of town , and i am like wooopty and jumped on the pool table and started eating her pussy , for yummmy she tasted oh so sweet,anyways time goes by like 2hours and she like fuck me bang me hurt me ,lol so i start pounding the fucking shit out of her with my dick tearing up that pussy she moaning groaning loveing the dicken she is getting and she like OMG ive never cummed liked that and i am pounded and pounded smacking our bodies together and she like omg fuck my ass fuck it hard oh omg fuck it , well i am not gonna turn down any anal sex so hell yeah i take my dick from her tight ass cunt and my dick was so wet from her pussy juice i crammed it up her cave hole and omg she fucking screamed like a wild banchi or something so i am like in my zone not paying attention to whats going on and she fucking moaning and the next thing i knew here stands her husband with a fucking cam corder grinning from ear to ear and talking about tripping out i knew i was gonna end up fucking shot or something and hes like omg thats fucking hot fuck her while i tape this shit andi am like all sweating and stuff and reak of just pure sex and i am holy fucking bull nuts are u jokeing and the whole time i say this i am still pounding her i just couldnt quit it felt so good so u have to pic this in ur head i am talking to the hubby banging his wife while i ask u seriuos u want me to fuck her ,lolso heres the crazy part ( yeah like that other shit not crazy enough,lol ) we end up fucking for about anther hour witch was really hard to fucking do cause of her hubby but anyways i get ready to cum and i pull out and blow my wad all over her tits and she sucking my dick dry, and all of a sudden it come to my mind ummm here husband is here( not like he was mad he was fucking jerking off by this time, but my nature came back and i hurry and get dressed and i run over to the window, open it open the screen window and flop out the window like i am running from the cops, jump in my van and drive home smokeing a cig ,laughing all the way , i am like dumbass why didt u just use the fucking door he wasnt pissed, i guess i just had flash backs ,lol . anyways thats pretty much my day so far , if anything new happens i will update so peace out home cheese,lol ... umm lets see thought for today when playing pool make sure u lock the door ,lol p.s while haveing sex on pooltables u might want to where knee protection i have felt burn on my knees ouch wtf iono peace out love ya . |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|01:56 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | mr.c - cha cha slide | ] |
Poll #515652 sex
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 1how many times a day do u have sex? |
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| geeeeees |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|12:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i need a pizza | ] |
| [ | music |
| | marcy play ground- down by the river | ] |
ok now i am pissed off , i was writeing in my lj and freaking deleteed my whole entry ok i am not rewriteing all that shit thats just 20 mins lost, oh well. lets seee then i knew subject i was writeing about my gig last night that i almost missed then i get there and the other band started late so they still had like 2 songs to do so it was kewl it all worked out,lol oh lets see angie git on my nerves last night she so groupy meterial,not to add she blonde to and just to add all blondes are not stupid but angie is one of those ditzy loud get under ur skin valley girls, so she was like omg omg omg omg omg omg ur here omg omg omg u made it swing here head back and forth like ray charles omg omg omg omg i dunno what would have happened if u didnt get here like omg like u rock,like want to get something to eat after the gig tracy ,like omg huh huh . i am like omg angie shut the fuck upomg omg u think u can like hmmm omg shut the fuck up. lol then i felt bad so later in the night as we was playing i said this goes out to angie and so i sang her my orignal song that i wrote 5 years ok called "i am sorry" . anyways make a long story short we played for 2 half hours and had a good time the crowd liked us not many fuck ups and just all in all a good fun clean time . anyways i havent got to update as much as i like to i have g-man for 6 weeks summer vaction and get him for half of it . so i am gonna really push him on the drumms since his break we have been practiceing for almost 6 to 7 hours a day and he is enoying it , he gets an attuide some times and dad has to step in and let him know who's boss,lol but all in all we are haveing fun and he learing , look out ladies g-mans gonna knock ur socks off . hopefully later on maybe when he is 8 or so he will be interresting in playing the guitar that would be sweet but if not i guess i can handle one drummer in the familey( all drummers arnt bad i play drumms also who u think tuaght g-man to play them). i have a saxophone on the way and should be here anytime, i have written a couple songs i want sax in and as always if u want it done do it ur self so i will learn sax then appley it to my songs anyways it wont be hard to learn its all theory and then i can say i can play sax, i also play guitar(duh) bass guitar drumms , keyboard, fiddle , trumphet, and flute . lol umm i think i would like to learn every instrument,lol
. i will say i am not used to haveing g-man around all the time , so he does drive me a little nuts , like now u ever noticed little kids have a battery in them that never runs down , he is at the why stage in life and let me tell u it drives me fucking nuts, it like i said the other day i love u and g-mans like why and i am like bacuase ur my son and i love u and hes like why ....on and on and on and on and on and on geeeees talking about wanting a smoke ,lol . anyways i have alot more to write but g-mans wanting me so i am off to venture into who knows what maybe me and g-man will go jam and play the song old time rock n roll , just take them old records off the shelf sit and listen to them by urself....lol peace out oh and lizzy i added u to my freinds list or what ever it does , i still think u and L should make that dirty movie for me ! hahahahaha peace out, oh shit i about for got my wise wisdom words thought for the day , if u think u will u will if u think u wont u wont. peace out my grasshoppers love peace and alot of sex ,lol
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| umm wtf |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|05:01 pm] |
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| |  hot | ] |
| [ | music |
| | adam sandler- i want to grow old wit u | ] |
Hi! all this is gonna be kinda short post for today. lets see i ve been busy with g man here. ive been playing with him and all , wrote a song yesterday and i must say it fucking rocked. i wrote it for a freind of mine whos is in church , and no i wont post the lyrics in here , there not copy righted and all u fucks out there would love to steal some lyrics ,lol . so g man had to go get his shots for kindergarden today he's doing ok but will prob runa fevor 2 morrow and the next day , thats just how it goes . so me and g man played my song last night and we rocked for like 2 hours at the last i said g man lets do daddy's song one more time and it was so funny he's like dad ( he's onley 5) i dont have it in me ,lol so i said ok and shut of the equipment and was comeing out of the garage wit him and he put his arm around my waste and said dad u rocked tonight but i was better ,lol so i said yeah g man u where awesome tonight,lol . kids crack me up on what they say, they just speak there mind , umm i speak my mind mmost the time to ,lol. by the way any of u who hasnt heard neal morse he fucking awesome , so u should check him out i dont know the website my freind linda does so if ur lucky she will post it on here for u , and she also knows ywingway umm cant spell it ( help linda,lol) any ways my knee is still fucked up and go to the doc tomorrow so i will have to act like it doesnt bother me while i am in there lol, ummm tought comes to my mind on that note there lived a crippled old man ....lol anyways i tched some buffy last night good willow is hot , but avril is hotter but i would also fuck them both ,lol ummm maybe i am just a male slut lol iono. learned a song today that was pretty kewl it took me like 2 mins to learn ( rock u like a hurricane ) its a preetyy neat song its simple but neat. ummm thought what would twister sister eat chicken or steak, umm i think they would eat special brownies instead,lol NOT THAT IVE EVER HAD THEM OR MADE THEM B4 ,LOL anyways my dick is throbing and needs some special hand time ,lol talk to u all later , my thought for today is as stands , i think we are all brain washed by the gov., how do i really know what time its i onley know it 530pm because thats what i was taught , i dont think its 530pm they can not earse my mind noooo i wont let them think dude think i am i really here or am i really just liveing in someones else's thoughts , ok now i am freaking out ummm must pinch my self and sif i am alive ouch fuck that hurt . peace out all and happy trails with the peace pipe ********** |
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| IF I WAS |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|11:39 am] |
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| | TOADIES - SO HELP ME JESUS | ] |
IF I WAS A PICKLE I WOULD BE A DILL PICKLE ( MY FAV). IF I WAS PAPA SMURF I WOULD FUCK SMURFETTE UMM EVERY ONE KNOWS THAT SMURFS DONT HAVE DICKS,LOL . IF I WAS WOMAN I WOULD PLAY WITH ME TITS ALL DAY LONG PINCHING MY NIPPLES GEEES THAT WOULD BE HEAVEN ,LOL . WELL LETS SEE ITS 10 MINS TO 12AM ITS EARLY FOR ME TO BE WRITEING BUT I HAVE SOME THINGS TO DO TODAYI AM GOING OUT TO MY FREINDS HOUSE MARION FEATCHER'S HOUSE HE HAS A STUDIO AT HIS HOUSE AND WE ARE GOING TO WORK ON RECORDING A CD I HAVE JUST ENOUGH ORIGNALS TO RECORD A 7 TRACK CD I HAVE MORE BUT I DONT FEEL THEY ARE UP TO PAR IONO, MY WORST CRIDICT IS ME I AM PRETTY HARD ON MY SELF WHEN IT COMES TO MUSIC IT HAS TO BE RIGHT IF ITS NOT RIGHT ITS NOT WORTH DOING AND WILL JUST SOUND LIKE SHIT , SO I DONT KNOW HOW LONG THIS CD WILL TAKE WE'VE DOWN GOT ABOUT 30 HOURS IN ONE TRACK, BUT SOUNDS FUCKING AWESOME , I WAS VERY SADDENED LAST WEEK I HAD SENT OFF I SONG THAT I HAD DONE AND THE COMPANY SAID THEY LOVED IT BUT WANTED ME TO SEND THEM 475.59 FOR COPY RIGHTS AND THEY WANTED TO CHANGE SOME STUFF , SO I WAS LIKE NO THANXS THE SONG ROCKS JUST THE WAY IT IS AND IF U CHANGE ONE WORD IN THE SONG THEN ALL THE POWER IS GONE FROM IT, MY LONG TERM GOAL OF BEING A ROCK STAR IS SLOWLY GETTING FARTHER AWAY, I HAVE PUT EVERY OUNCE OF ENERGY I HAVE INTO MY MUSIC AND IT ALWAYS SEEMS PEOPLE WANT MONEY TO MAKE THINGS WORK OR THE BUISNESS DEAL OF IT , I AM NOT REALLY WANTING TO BE A ROCK STAR FOR THE LIFE STYLE BUT JUST TO HAVTHE ABILITY TO HAVE THE EQUIPMENT TO SIT IN A STUDIO ALL DAY LONG AND JUST WRITE FUCKING TUNES , WHAT CAN I SAY I LOVE WRITEING SONGS THEY BECAME PERSONAL , THEY CAN BECAME SO REAL THAT WHEN U SING THE LISTENER BREAKS INTO TEARS THERE HEART POUNDING THERE MIND GOES TO THE LOST LOVER THEY LOVED AND LOST, OR MAYBE THEY LOVED AND HAD BEEN BETRAYED LOL ANYWAYS I LOVE WRITEING STUFF THAT HAS SUCH A IMPACT ON PEOPLE..... IONO SO I HAVE G MAN FOR 6 WEEKS HALF OF THE SUMMER LAST NIGHT I GOT TO PULL HIS FIRST TOOTH ,LOL SO I KEPT IT THE CRAZY SYCHO HOSE BITCH IS NOT GETTING IT HAS FOR AS SHE KNOWS THE TOOTH FAIRY CAME AND GOT IT ,LOL . G MAN IS SO FUNNY HE TOLD ME LAST NIGHT HEY DAD MY TOOTH IS GONE U PULLED IT AND I SAID YEAH LOOK HERE IT IS AND SO HE LOOKS AND LAUGH'S AND SAYS MY TOOTH OK DAD PUT IT BACK IN ME MOUTH,LOL . I AM LIKE I CANT U WILL HAVE A NEW ONE GROWING THERE SOON . HE IS FUNNY BOY I HAVE HIM PLAYING DRUMMS AND HE LOVES IT HE IS 5 YEARS OLD AND CAN PLAY BETTER THEN MOST ADULTS , HES BEEN PLAYING SINCE HE WAS 2 AND HE IS 5 NOW , KIDS JUST LEARN SO QUICK THERE MIND IS LIKE A SPONGE AND THEY SOAK IT UP SO QUICK, SO ME AND HIM JAM TOGETHER AND BELEIVE IT OR NOT HE HAS ACTUALLY PLAYED WITH MY BAND NOT IN A CLUB,LOL BUT FOR A CAMPGROUND OUTING WE PLAYED ABOUT 2 MONTHS AGO, OUR DRUMMER WAS SICK AND COULDNT PLAY AND SO THE GUYS ASKED ME THEY SAID U KNOW G MAN IS FAIRLEY PRETTY GOOD WHAT U SAY, AND SO BEING HIS PAPA I AM LIKE SWEET , IT WENT OVER VERY WELL PEOPLE WAS AMAZED THA 5 YEAR OLD ROCKED OUT LIKE HE DID, ALL I CAN SAY IS HE GONNA BE A HOT FUCKING DRUMMER ONE DAY, OF COURSE I WOULD RATHER SEE HIM ON ANYTHING BUT DRUMMS BUT HEY HE HAS ALWAYS LIKED MY DRUMM SET SO I JUST SAID GO FOR IT AND STARTED SHOWING HIM HOW TO PLAY ,LOL . AS A MATTER OF FACT HE IS GOING TO MARIONS WITH ME TO HELP WITH THE RECORDING WE HAVE A DRUMM MACHINE BUT ID RATHER HAVE G MAN PLAYING . WELL LETS SEE ONE THING I HAVE FIGUIRED OUT IN THE MUSIC BUISNESS JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE TURNS U DOWN ITS NOT A FAILURE JUST ONE STEP CLOSER TO SUCCESS. UMM FOR ALL U BEGAINING MUSICIANS OUT THER I SAY THIS PLAY AND SING EVERY WHERE AND ANY WHERE U CAN , IT DOESNT SEEM LIKE MUCH ADVICE BUT BELEIVE ME ITS ALL THE ADVICE U NEED , ALSO KEEP IT REAL KEEP IT FUN , AND ONE THING IF UR HURT BY WHAT PEOPLE SAY U WONT MAKE IT IN THIS BUISNESS TRUST ME THERES BEEN TIMES WE COULDNT GET GIGS FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE FOR EVER , BUT U HAVE TO KEEP ON KEEPING ON Y HAVE TO CHANGE THINGS WE HAD TO START THROWING IN SOME COVER TUNES THEN PLAY ARE ORIGNALS AND PREFER TO PLAY ORIGNALS BUT IT LOWERS WHERE U PLAY AND HOW OFTEN U GET GIGS U HAVE TO FACE IT WE DONT HAVE A LABLE AND PEOPLE DONT WANT TO HEAR US PLAY ALL ORIGNALS . WELL WELL WELL I NEED TO GO GET READY IT TAKES ME AWHILE TO SHOWER NOW THAT MY KNEE IS FUCKED UP , LINDA SAYS I SHOULD GET IT DONE , UMM IONO MAYBE I NEED TO FIND A MAGIC LAMP AND MAKE A WISH ,LOL . LAST NIGHT I HAD A THOUGHT RUN THRU MY MIND WOULDNT IT BE A TRIP TO BE LOCKED IN THE MALL WITH A SEXY CHICK I WOULD DIF HAVE TO CHECK OUT THE VICTORY'S SEX STORE ( HAHHA ) AND HOT TOPIC MAYBE ME AND THE CHICK COULD HAVE SEX IN HOT TOPIC STORE THAT WOULD BE SWEET ,LOL I LOVE HOT TOPIC , UMM DAMN MY HEAD HURTS , WELL I AM GOING TO GO PLAY WITH G MAN THEN TAKE SHOWER PEACE OUT. MY THOUGHT FOR THE DAY, AS YOUR WALKING IN CROWDS HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY THINK OF U NAKED ? HAHAHA |
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| my first (virgin entry lol) |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|12:40 pm] |
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| | alanis | ] |
well lets see its 15 till 1pm, my knee is hurting and its hot outside ,lol. its actually raining out well a sprinkle, not a hard rain , but a mist a rain where u would mind going out in and playing in,lol . i always thought it would be awesome to fuck out in the rain like ur cars been all waxed up and its pooring down with rain the beads on the car are popping up u lay ur lover on the hood ur both naked the rain is beating down on you both she is grabbing ur arms u stick ur hard dick into her tight twat ur banging her she is slideing up and down the car moaning screaming fuck me fuck me pound me ohhhhh,lol . ok enough of that its getting me excited. anyways lets see. my thought for today is can we really have peace when so many people are angry , how i must ask how,lol i see anger all the time , for example i was playing out the other night and a woman kissed me during our break i was getting a beer when i turned around and smack she kissed me , i was like omg thats nice then her boy freind came up to me and says u have prob and i said ummm no do u ? and he was like i saw u kissing my old lady and i was like ummm yeppers she a very good kisser but she kissed me , so he gets madd and wants to fight and i am like fuck i am not dealing with a fight tonight and so i say u know god for bide if i kick ur ass here in front of all ur freinds then u would look like a little fucking pussy shit head , and i wouldnt want to do that to u and walked away,lol . so he was like giveing mshitty looks all night and i knew what was gonna happen i knew we was ghonna fight, so i am up on stage singing and i noticed he was moveing closer up to me through out the night.then about 1 hour til closeing time he treid to sneak up to the stage with a beer bottle in his hand so i seen him and just as he treid to hit me boom he got a taste of my guitar right in his fucking mouth knocked on him the ground it was wild my guitar was turned up so loud when it hit him it goes booooooooong and starts squeeling from the feed back , then some bouncer's came and drugs his bleeding ass out and told him get lost , lol fuuny shit but i was so pissed stacy with is my pink itars name got a little nick out of it from his tooth , poor stacy . anyways ive been talking to this girl from ca her names linda she fucking cool as shit , i like her alot and i think we have clicked in our short time of knowing eacth other , so i am excited to see what happens with this , who knows what might happen , but i am open for anything . i was cuttin a rug down in a place called jug with a girl named LINDA LOU.... lol any hows id like to write more but i need a shower tonights friday and i play tonight peace out all. |
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